women.later.

Oke. Update untuk kali ke 2 pada hari yang sama.

Just having these thoughts. I’m gonna be 22 in this coming October. Next year will be my 23rd. So.. Am I considered as an adult? Do I act like one? HUhu.

Now, I’m having my internship. If I having field visit, normally I will back home a bit late. Then I feel tired. Even though, just doing work in the office, back home also feel tired. So, I start to think, how to manage my time later if when I’m married. Back from office, around 5.30pm, arrive at home around 6pm. Then need to prepare dishes for your hubby..plus doing other houseworks such as laundry, kemas rumah..etc.

To think back, after SPM, saya selalu tak puas hati bila ibu saya marah kalau saya agak terhegeh-hegeh nak buat kerja-kerja surirumah tangga. Because, saya rasa, I’m not bad at all while doing those works since I saw most of my friends are the same. I also start to think, if mom saw how they do the houseworks, memang melayang la kot periuk belanga. Hihihi.No offence.

Mom (orang Melaka) of course will not scold me secara lemah lembut. Us, the conservative Malaccan people only know how to scold by using harsh words. Yes, no doubt you will be disappointed with the harsh critiques ( I cried a lot okeh to hear those harsh judgements) , but thats all were only to make me tougher to face the cruel world later.cewah.

But now, I know. How  bored I am to see people washing only couple dishes pun take long time. Huhu. Aduh, lemah lembutnya. If basuh pinggan pun lambat, camne nak masakkan hubby nanti dengan secepat kilatnya. huhu. My mom working but she manage to do all the houseworks. She is a great cook, know how to sew, gardening, blabla.. And I still learning. I am still not good, but no matter what, I am willing to learn. Yosh!

I wish not to be a woman with profesional career but she fail to manage her family. Maybe most of modern women will say it’s kinda..”kolot”, but I don’t care.

P/s: Macam biasalah, ada masa saya memang pemalas. ( I admit that). Tapi bila rajin, abang cakap, saya ni sejibik macam ibu sebab kuat membebel bila rumah berselerak. Warghhh.. Kena ubah.kena ubah.

novel.neves.

dalam keadaan kurang mood untuk update tapi update jugak.

Finally finished reading “P.S I Love You” – Cecilia Ahern. Hohoho.. Umm.. I cried a lot while reading this novel. Hihihi. Sedih dow. After read it, I kinda explained to Mr Silent the whole story of the novel. When I said I do cry a lot while reading, he teased me. Pernah gak, time tengah baca sambil nangis tu, dia call.. dan dia pelik, kenapa saya nangis tetibe. Gilos. Next novel > The Gift – Cecilia Ahern.

Hehe. Bercerita pasal intern plak. Skang ni.. learning new stuffs kinda slow. Tapi, buat kerja yang biasa tu, selalu. En Azhar bagi jer “paper”, so, cam dah tau paper tu kena watpe..such as PO kena antar kat Finance, blabla.

Tapi kan, tadi.. En Azhar ada bagitau kat En Roslan.” Roslan, nanti awak suruh Adila buat 1 wiring project lagi..dari A sampai Z”. Ops. Aku pun pandang En Azhar, dan En Azhar cakap, “Leh eh Adila..” . Walaupun aku pun cam suka buat wiring (walaupun terkial2..hehe), tapi rasa macam “Opss.. Ook owh.” Neves aku.

Mane tak nye, mase aku buat wiring Auto Reset ni sorang2, ramai yang menegur. Perempuan buat wiring la katekan. Adehs. Statement2 yang aku tak percaya langsung seperti, ” Ape kau buat ni?? Pak cik tak penah la tengok ape yang ko buat ni. CUba ko explain kat pakcik”, ” Eh, benda ni ape eik, pak cik tak tau la.”, “Serius, aku tak faham sangat pasal control system ni”. Aku rasa cam nak tergolek jer. Adoi2.. Bab nak explain ni aku nervous. Hihi.

kemas tak??

huh…

sebenarnye…

tanpa sebarang persembunyian.hoho.

Ade ke patut aku penah tersilap cakap, ” err.. tu fuse kot”. Padahal tu MCB. Sengal. Mihahah [ gelak kat diri sendiri].

AKu bertambah femes lagi, bila ayah aku skang ada dapat kontrak kat Menara TM,  Melaka. Dan, department aku la yang uruskan kerja2 dengan kontraktor ni. So, ayah aku selalu gak naik kat sini. Sob2. Ayah aku singgah la tengok2 tempat duduk aku ni, lalu nampakla mende alah Auto Reset ni, lalu En Azhar yang duk depan aku pun bercakap kepada ayah aku, ” Suruh dia tolong Aji wat wiring ni Aji..”. Ayah aku plak berbalas,” Kat rumah ada bende ni..dia tak tengok pun..” Sob2.. Terkena aku. ahahah.

Kalau aku nak minum pagi, aku selamba jer pegi makan kat department ibu aku. Even bila ibu aku cuti pun, aku datang menyemak kat situ. Hehe. Kawan2 ibu yang 1 ofis tu, sah2la kenal aku. Dan aku menjadi kaunter pertanyaan. ” Dila, mane ibu kau tak datang keje..??” . “Err..ntahla makcik.. menjahit kat rumah kot.” ” Menjahit langsir untuk raya dah ke..?” “Err..ntahla..” .

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MC.

• Yuhuu… Ari ni MC.. sebab… kena gigitan serangga, abis badan & kaki aku bengkak2 dan merah2 [binatang suke gigit aku, ape la salah aku..sob2.].. ish2.. pastu gi klinik, jumpe doktor..
• makan ubat, alih2 hari ni mata bengkak plak. adoi.. ubat ape lagi aku allergik ni.

• semalam dah berjaya beli buku The Gift – Cecilia Ahern.. yes2.. Harga dia dah turun sikit sebab RM79.90 jer. Aritu 1st time aku tengok RM100++ . Hhehe..

forgiving?not?

Ibu cakap, saya bukan seorang pemaaf, dan seorang yang pendendam.Yeke? And I need to change it.  Then, I searched through internet to find any clue. Personaliti tak abis2.  Terjumpalah satu nih.. Panjang berjela..so amik yang kena skit2.

Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not.

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OK. ni version yg panjang skit ( editted). Copy yang mane patut jer. Full article.. here >> http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/scorpio.htm  . Other zodiac oso can be found.

1) able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won’t give up. perfectly suited to being on their own.  not social butterflies

2)  always complicated, just like the person, downright moody for no apparent reason. extremely loyal.  inability to let things go,  can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, never forgives and forgets.

always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend . Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

3) has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices.

In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions(Amin…) and they are very conservative about spending their money. (ni memang betul.miahaha) .  making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money. (bukan kedekut.berhati2. )

4) Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude.  work for what they want and control will justified reasons.  The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. (Amin..~) Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions.

5) most misunderstood.capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations,

6) very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind.

7) have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. {Betul2.. afraid of failure.. but if its happen, just moving on..}

very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the ‘trust tests’ have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling

9) She won’t give a man her heart very easily because she is weary of trusting another person. The man will have to go through a series of ‘mental testes’ in order for the relationship to get solid and close. She may not show it, but she wants a close committed relationship.

P/s: Hanya kita yang leh ubah yang buruk and maintain yang baik..

lagi.field.

Semalam..balik lambat skit. Pukul 8 malam baru sampai umah.

Date: 8th July 2009.

Time: 11 am – 5.30pm

Venue: Exchange Nilai, Negeri Sembilan

Staffs: En Roslan & En Ramli.

Objective: Monitoring contractor installs new ducts for TNB cables. 4 ducts, RYB + N &

Experience: Lots.Not only technical part, but social too. communication..

Tips: When we’re gonna be an executive or (orang besar nanti), there’s nothing wrong if we ambil berat/ ambil tahu kerja orang2 bawah kita. Sekali2 turun padang la kn.. Then you’ll know apa orang bawah kita hadapi semasa nak menyiapkan tasks dorang. Semua tu takde dalam buku..  Itu lah orang atas yang berkaliber dan tak sombong. Thumbs up!   .

Pics :-

TM Exchange Nilai

ini duct.. nk bwak masuk cable 400A..gulp.

nak bagi kerat jalan tar tu.. hoho..

bagi korek tanah.. tu En Ramli.

oke..da masuk dalam longkang.hoho.