There is always at least a reason for me not having tooo many close friends. Damn. I am sad plus mad at the same time.
If people said, how lame you just have 2,3 close friends, so I don’t want to care.. maybe its for the best.
The reason is.. maybe.. one of them..
I just can’t fulfill all my friends’ wishes.. I had so many friends.. and maybe some of my friends are not my other friends’ friend. Please, don’t blame me if you can’t get along with them like I did. So, why do you want to keep me apart from my other friends? Damn it.
And when I tried to satisfy one of them, I had no other choice but to let down the others. End up, the other one mad at me.. and the other one not notice it. I hate this. Really.
Always.. they are my friends. But, why.. you need to be selfish? like I am the only one your friend, I have to concentrate on you, your problems..but me. Please don’t criticise my other friends. Maybe you’re jealous. Maybe they’re not like you, you are demanding about the personality, face.. but, i don’t care. i dun friends with people who has the face, or money. I friends with them because they deserve to be friends with me. maybe you’re not.
Urghh.. Don’t make me decide which is my real friends. I just dun want to lose any.
Kinda depressing. bcoz. they don’t blame you. but they mad at me.
p.s it is really a disappointment.










