reason of being disappointed.

There is always at least a reason for me not having tooo many close friends. Damn. I am sad plus mad at the same time.

If people said, how lame you just have 2,3 close friends, so I don’t want to care.. maybe its for the best.

 

The reason is.. maybe.. one of them..

I just can’t fulfill all my friends’ wishes.. I had so many friends.. and maybe some of my friends are not my other friends’ friend. Please,  don’t blame me if you can’t get along with them like I did. So, why do you want to keep me apart from my other friends? Damn it.

And when I tried to satisfy one of them, I had no other choice but to let down the others. End up, the other one mad at me.. and the other one not notice it. I hate this. Really.

Always.. they are my friends. But, why.. you need to be selfish? like I am the only one your friend, I have to concentrate on you, your problems..but me. Please don’t criticise my other friends. Maybe you’re jealous. Maybe they’re not like you, you are demanding about the personality, face..  but, i don’t care. i dun friends with people who has the face, or money. I friends with them because they deserve to be friends with me. maybe you’re not.

Urghh.. Don’t make me decide which is my real friends. I just dun want to lose any.

Kinda depressing. bcoz. they don’t blame you. but they mad at me.

p.s it is really a disappointment.

disappointed.

it’s a disappointment..

yet i dun want to care much..

tests.

Takde ape nak update pun sebenarnya.

Next week ade tests.

Mon (23/11/09) – Islamic Studies

Tues (24/11/09) – Power Stations

Wed (25/11/09) – Lab Power Stations

assignment Islamic Studies. nasib baik dah siap satu. lagi satu.

Selain tu, kena gak pikir2 pasal FYP. ada supervisor bagi step by step instruction untuk students. tapi ade gak lecturer suruh students die jadi independent. macam team kitorang. so, pandai2 la hek.

tapi.. awal nye kene present FYP part 1.. week 7..? Gulp.

p.s otak agak slow dan mudah terpesong. sebab PMS kn. perempuan kan..  takpe. just enjoying the precious time as a student.. *wink*

YTM da masukke belum elaun intern ni? kalau lagi sebulan lum masuk, kena double cek balik nih.

present.ayam.penyet.

da abis presentation internship..

yeay..

gagap2, gugup2 tu… belasah jer la… hehe. oh lecturers, please let me pass.

on Monday, tyme intern, slalu pakai attire camni, so pakai la tyme present ni..

tp.. makin tembamla..xske. huhu. kena exercise.. pffft..

pastu, trus balik bilik salin baju tshirt sebab nak gi Jalan Pasar nak survey harga electronic components utk FYP ni..

Gi ngn Balqis la kan.. jalan punye jalan..

mission tak bape nak accomplish sgt, sbb ade bende yang macam takde or ktorg xsure specific electronic series.

pastu ktorg gi SUnway Pyramid plaks.

ktorang makan AYam Penyett..

sedap..!! sambal die.. wat sampai menangis srott2..

pastu Gado2 die pun sedap sbab rase cam rojak..  [suke]

sup die pun best.

tapi tak makan abis sangat.. hehe.

sebab dah full.

………………………………

walaupun dah full, tapi mungkin tak sedar diri lagi.

ktorang gi plak kat Asian Avenue, beli

XXL Crispy Chicken kat Shihlin.

yeayy..!! da dapat makan.

ktorang mintak spicy.

end up.. mmg spicy sperti yang kitorang nak.

huahua..

heaven cam haper.

makan tak ingat.

patutla mkin tembam..

wargghhhh..

p.s gambar present tu, amik kat kelas kat FOE, padahal actual presentation kat lab.. hehe.

7.things.

ari ni kuar lagi dow. padahal esok ade presentation ni.

Li tak sihat time datang tadi. Muke selebet je.. Cian..~ Mungkin sebab tu kot, macam2 bende yg leh aku statekn kat sini.

1. Li suke giler makan fish n chips kat HB3 nih. Hari Ahad aritu, die kecewa sebab kedai western tu tutop. tu la purpose die datang ari ni kot.

2. Bile aku cakap nak singgah kedai MPH, Li excited giler. siap leh tepuk tangan lagi. *comey… laki suke baca buku.. tapi tgk, tak nerd pun..*

3. Tadi gi Parkson je, sebab malas nak jalan jauh gi Carrefour. haaa.. kan ke promoter Parkson dah suh jadi member Toysrus (camne nak eja nih).  Tu la.. jalan2 lagi kat tempat baby n permainan kanak2.*comey*

4. Ari ni ktorang menjumpai retakan di Putrajaya..! mungkinkah fenomena 2012..? huhu..kidding

5. Li bagi ni… Aku cam kompius.. kompas ape plak ni.. ” Emm… ape ni?”, ” Aaa.. ntah, li amik kat klinik aritu…”.So, aku pun belek punye belek.. aiks..nampak fetus2 la.. “Ni utk pempuan pregnant ..kan..?” ” Eh.. yeke? Takpe..leh wat utk period kan..” *hahaha. comey..*

6. Li suke tengok pemandangan langit. Dia suke tengok matahari terbenam.. So, ktorang gi kat Putrajaya. Tetiba Li muntah air..

7. Pastu aku pun nak derhaka skit kat Li..

hahaha. sengal

p.s tak kutuk2 pun.. banyak kali cakap *comel…*.. ehehe.

p.s tembam nyer saya..!! hish.